Are You Excited?

"Are you excited?" While the leaving time is coming around, more and more people like to ask me this same question when I told them I was going to California, "Wow! Awesome!~~ Are you excited?" Well, to be frank...I dont know.

More than two months ago, when I was told that I was given the offer during onsite, I was really really excited about it, excited at all that about sunshine, Asian market, sea food, coastal area life, and a job! But it lasted only for two days.

Last week in a phone call with my Mom, she asked me the same question and I was telling the truth. I found that it's kinda very complicated sensation, a total mixture of expectation, excitement, afraid, happiness, and a bit of LOST! But I know it is good for me, good for a person who is always looking forward to challenges and changes in life. And I am no longer a kid who is always being emotionally aroused to new things. I am prepared, prepared to be stunning to myself.

What's more, I realize that I am a sentimental guy，and sentimental kills!